From Squeak to Roar is a unique portrayal of how people show up in business, through the metaphor of seventeen different animals. It is a guide that emerged from an eight-year direct experience in the Relationship Marketing industry, though it can be used for any collaborative group dynamic. It is a fun, colourful depiction that offers clarity and insight to those with a heart of service and contribution. It is a success tool to influence your team with integrity. In an industry that has received so much bad press, is it possible that there is a way to do it right?

I believe there is and it is by being authentic and bringing who you are to what you do. By understanding the characteristics and stages of our diverse teams, we are better equipped to offer the right kind of support. In this book you will learn how to ‘inspire’ rather than ‘motivate’. One comes from within and is real, the other is tedious, ineffective and atrophies fast. By accepting each other, we inspire and build long-term relationships and great success in our businesses. In this book you will find significance in Relationship Marketing and discover why it has become the next major profession. One I believe could rebuild the middle class and bring vigour to our economy.

Artwork in From Squeak to Roar by Jessie Flynn



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Radical Trust is one woman’s journey through the fire of surrender, into the deep pool of listening. It is a story about waking up out of the swamp of confusion the mind serves up, into something far deeper that knows the truth and guides us. This book is a story of feeling our feelings, not as a pure guide but to liberate their meaning. It is about listening to, and acting upon the messages life delivers by way of symbols, relationships, and encounters. Finally, Radical Trust helps the reader find the courage to follow their individual path and deliver the gifts with which they were born.

It took me over twenty years to write this book. The title became clear in 1999, but the content took years to write. I realised why, when I heard about the importance of sharing the wisdom of your scars, not your open wounds. It felt too vulnerable to share my journey because it was wrought with my own judgments and fears of what others would think. Obviously, the wounds remained open, and I was embarrassed. But today it seems hard to believe I travelled through many of the experiences I did, and I choose to honour them.

I share my story because I am prompted from within and as a way of inspiring others. As much as the story is totally factual and as I lived and remembered it, I have chosen to leave out some of the names to lighten the exposure for some of the people involved.

Life speaks to all of us every day and all-day long. We can safely know there is a higher power guiding us. It takes courage to begin and radical trust to continue. My wish is for this book to inspire the reader to find his or her deep inner knowing by truly witnessing the feelings arising and trusting the messages given.

This book will test the limits of people’s perceptions and this is my intention.  My job is to bring the invisible into the visible, by my seeing and sharing.  Let me know how well I did.


Copyright © 2018 by Angelyn Toth

Cover design by Jan Westendorp

Cover photo Alexander Brumm


The Story of Cabroi

YOU CAN BE ANYTHING YOU WANT TO BE. That is the key message in this favourite children (of all ages) story.  Follow the brave adventures of the little ferry boat as she strives for her dreams.  Hear how she becomes tired of her tedious life of going back and forth on the hour, consistent and unfaltering.  Then, through eventual readiness, the ferry boat leaves by night into her new life. The story continues as she discovers an inner power giving her direction.

Listen all the way to the end and find out how she becomes a beautiful sailboat and awakens as Cabroi.
This story thrills the child in all of us while delivering some profound and abiding gems.